In my heart, I have gone from a place of needing complete knowledge, to a place that is willing to accept the mystery. But each tragedy, each heartache, each time something happens that our hearts cannot grasp, it is okay and it is important to re-ask,
“Are You there? God
”Do you exist?
”What is this all about?”
Each time is an invitation to dive deeper, search harder, ask the questions, feel the hurt and feel the Presence.
For me, I just keep coming back to Love. To a Love that is constant in the change, that is present in the pain, that I do not always understand, but that I choose over nothing at all.
As accept I am not in charge and my prayers are not passports to my plans, I appreciate the strong, constant Evergreen.
This Evergreen Love is ever present and stands with us as the seasons of life that ebb and flow, sometimes fading into the colors of our lives, sometimes standing in contrast. Especially in the contrast. Present, strong and right beside us as we surrender (and re-surrender) to life.Read More